i wish...

It has been exactly four weeks today.

Why do I not feel any better?

I have forgotten how much it can hurt - it has been a fair amount of time since I have felt this way.

I resent the fact that you have so much power over me.

I resent myself for feeling this way.

I resent the fact that you have done nothing wrong.

I resent the fact that I still think you are wonderful.

I resent the fact that, despite all, I could still be happy when I am around you.

I wish I had learnt.

I wish I could be stronger.

I wish for an off-switch for emotions.

I wish I could just feel nothing.

I wish I could just leave now.

I wish.